A Newborn Kitten, 12 Steps, and One Night of Fatherhood

When I put him in his makeshift little crib I had the first of several revelations that night: "When you were using you probably would have let that kitten die." At that moment I fully embraced the experience.

You Are Not My Father

I had spent my whole life seeking certainty and security and this break exposed the foolhardiness of that quest. Here was the raw slate of rock bottom once again.