Author: The Fix

  • Two More Men Arrested In Mac Miller Death Investigation

    Two More Men Arrested In Mac Miller Death Investigation

    The third man stands accused of supplying the pills suspected to have caused Mac Miller’s fatal overdose.

    Arizona police have arrested and charged Ryan Reavis and Stephen “Stevie” Walter in connection to the death of rapper Mac Miller, who died of an unintentional overdose a little over a year ago.

    Officers who searched Reavis’ home reportedly found a physician’s prescription pad, prescription pills, marijuana and drug paraphernalia, plus firearms, ammunition, and a homemade firearm suppressor.

    The search was reportedly part of an investigation into the death of Mac Miller, real name Malcolm James McCormick. According to Havasu News, police issued a number of charges against Reavis, but none of them appear to be connected directly to the overdose death. He is currently being held on a $50,000 cash-only bond. 

    Arrests Follow That of Co-Conspirator

    Stephen Walter was charged with conspiracy and attempt to distribute a controlled substance and is being held without bond. According to Rolling Stone, the criminal complaint against him alleges that Walter provided the counterfeit pills to Cameron James Pettit, who sold them to McCormick days before he died.

    Cameron James Pettit, 28, was arrested in relation to Mac Miller’s death earlier this month. The Hollywood Hills man is accused of providing McCormick with counterfeit oxycodone pills that were laced with the highly potent opioid, fentanyl.

    This drug has been responsible for many of the overdose deaths that have fueled the opioid crisis in recent years.

    According to NBC, Pettit responded to a friend’s text asking how he was doing soon after McCormick’s overdose by saying “I am not great … Most likely I will die in jail.”

    Transcripts of texts messages obtained by police also allegedly show that Pettit asked Walter for “10 blues” (Percocet). Reavis may have been the “runner” who delivered the drugs from Walter to Pettit, and texts reportedly also show Reavis and Pettit arranging a time and place to meet.

    Deadly Combo Of Cocaine, Alcohol & Fentanyl

    McCormick was pronounced dead in his home in Studio City on September 7, 2018 after being found unresponsive by his personal assistant following the overdose. The Los Angeles County Coroner’s office found that he died of mixed drug toxicity involving cocaine, alcohol, and fentanyl.

    The rapper had been struggling with addiction for years and expressed his desire to be sober in the 2016 documentary Stopped Making Excuses.

    “I’d rather be the corny white rapper than the drugged-out mess that can’t even get out of his house,” he said. “Overdosing is just not cool. There’s no legendary romance. You don’t go down in history because you overdosed. You just die.”

    McCormick did achieve sobriety for a time in the second half of 2016, but it was speculated that he had relapsed by 2017 when he told W Magazine that “I’ve spent a good time very sober and now I’m just, like, living regularly.”

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  • Metallica's James Hetfield Returns To Rehab

    Metallica's James Hetfield Returns To Rehab

    The 56-year-old frontman’s battle with addiction was chronicled in Metallica’s 2004 documentary Some Kind Of Monster.

    Right before a planned tour of Australia and New Zealand, Metallica has announced that the band’s frontman James Hetfield is making a return to rehab.

    As the band explained in a statement on September 27, “We are truly sorry to inform our fans and friend that we must postpone our upcoming tour of Australia and New Zealand. As most of you probably know, our brother James has been struggling with addiction on and off for many years. He has now, unfortunately, had to re-enter a treatment program to work on his recovery again.”

    The band continued that they “fully intend to make our way” down under “as soon as health and schedule permits… We appreciate your understanding and support for James and, as always, thank you for being a part of our Metallica family.”

    Peers, Fans Show Their Support

    Once the news hit, several musicians expressed their support for Hetfield, who first went into rehab in 2001. Former Guns N’ Roses drummer Matt Sorum tweeted, “Sending my best to James Hetfield of @Metallica. Take care of yourself my friend. You are a human being like everyone else that has real struggles. The disease of alcoholism doesn’t discriminate. You are very strong to take the steps needed to be healthy and happy. The rest can wait.”

    Jamey Jasta, lead singer of Hatebreed, revealed on Twitter that he “would not have given up drinking if it wasn’t for James and the example he set…I commend James for seeking help…I hope that all #Metallica fans affected by this understand that this is absolutely the best choice. Health is EVERYTHING. No tour or album or mountain of obligations is worth diving back into the abyss of booze & drugs.”

    James Discusses First Rehab Stint

    After he first got sober, Hetfield told Kerrang! “Going away to rehab taught me about priorities. I’ve been in Metallica since I was 19 years old, which can be a very unusual environment, and it’s very easy to find yourself not knowing how to live outside of that environment, which is what happened to me. I didn’t know anything about life… I didn’t know that I could live my life in a different way to how it was in the band, which was very excessive and very intense.”

    Hetfield called rehab “like college for your head. I really learned some things about myself in there. I was able to reframe my life and not look at everything with a negative connotation. That’s how I was raised. It was like a survival technique for me.”

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  • We Need Harm Reduction for All Drugs, Not Just Opioids

    We Need Harm Reduction for All Drugs, Not Just Opioids

    While we’ve made great strides with harm reduction for people who use opioids, we’re slow to provide non-abstinence-based treatment for people who use other drugs.

    A quick glance at the news reveals the catastrophic effects of opioids across the nation: around 120 people a day die from opioid-related overdoses. It’s so devastating that the nation is calling it an opioid epidemic. Yet even as we watch this tragedy unfold, we’re missing the point.

    By focusing exclusively on opioids, we’re overlooking the harm caused by other deadly drugs. How can we highlight harm reduction resources if we only focus our efforts on people who use one class of drug?

    The Problem with the Opioid “Epidemic”

    According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, more than 700,000 people died from a drug overdose between 1999 and 2017. Sixty-eight percent of those deaths in 2017 involved an opioid — approximately 70,200. However, that’s not the 100 percent that the “epidemic” coverage would have us believe.

    While I’m not arguing that the opioid-related deaths shouldn’t be covered — they should! — I am saying the problem with zeroing in on the opioid epidemic is that we are focusing too narrowly on the harms caused by one drug and are blinding ourselves to the impact of other deadly drugs. We should be reporting on those, too.

    A more accurate picture of drug-related deaths in 2017, according to the CDC, looks like this:

    • Alcohol was responsible for the deaths of 88,000 people
    • Cocaine misuse killed 13,942 people
    • Benzodiazepine misuse was responsible for 11,537 deaths
    • Psychostimulant misuse, including methamphetamines, was responsible for 10,333 deaths.

    Those aren’t insignificant numbers, so why are they being overlooked? I asked recovery activist Brooke Feldman for her perspective.

    “The sensationalized and narrow focus on opioids fails to account for the fact that people who develop an opioid use disorder typically used other drugs before and alongside opioids,” Feldman said. “So, we really have a polysubstance use situation, not merely an opioid use situation.”

    She continues, “Focusing on opioids only had led to the erection of an opioid-only infrastructure that will be useless for the next great drug binge and is barely relevant to address the deadliest drug used, which is alcohol.”

    The Deadliest Drug: Alcohol

    Alcohol is responsible for more deaths than any other drug. But we overlook it for two reasons: because it’s legal, and because it’s a socially acceptable drug. Not only that, but advertising actively promotes its use — you only have to look on Instagram or Etsy to see how widely excessive use of alcohol is normalized — especially among mothers and millennials. These advertisers have been smart to market alcohol as a means of self-care — encouraging drinking to help unwind from the stresses of the week — and as a means of coping with motherhood

    Social media reinforces the message that alcohol is a tool to cope with stress and something that should be paired with our favorite stress-relieving activities, like yoga. Captions on Instagram read like “Vino and vinyasa,” “Mommy’s medicine,” “Mommy juice,” “It’s wine o’clock,” “Surviving motherhood one bottle at a time,” and “When being an adult starts to get you down, just remember that now you can buy wine whenever you want.”

    Perhaps what is most insidious about alcohol is that it heavily impacts marginalized and oppressed communities. For example, Black women over 45 are the fastest-growing population with alcohol use disorder. And the LGBTQ+ community is 18 percent more likely to have alcohol use disorder than the general population.

    Alcohol aside, looking at the harm done by other drugs, we can see that opioids are no longer the leading cause of drug-related death in some states. In Oregon, statistics show, deaths related to meth outnumber those that involve one of the most common opioids, heroin. In fact, there has been a threefold increase in meth-related deaths over the last ten years, despite the restriction on pseudoephedrine products, which now require a prescription. 

    Similarly, in Missouri, which was ground zero for home-based meth labs 20 years ago, the recent spotlight on opioids has overshadowed an influx of a stronger, purer kind of methamphetamine. Deaths related to the new and improved drug are on the rise.

    Oregon’s state medical examiner Karen Gunson speaks to this disparity of focusing on opioids over other deaths and the damage that those other drugs cause. “Opioids are pretty lethal and can cause death by themselves, but meth is insidious. It kills you in stages and it affects the fabric of society more than opioids. It just doesn’t kill people. It is chaos itself.”

    Abstinence Is Not Attainable for Everyone

    Our approach to recovery has been too one-dimensional, stating that complete abstinence is the goal. But this perspective is outdated. Abstinence isn’t attainable for everyone. If it were, then more people would be in recovery. However, harm reduction is attainable. It reduces deaths, treats medical conditions related to drug use, reduces the transmission of diseases, and provides options for treatment services. In fact, people who use safe injection sites are four times more likely to access treatment.

    “Whether it is with problematic use of alcohol, tobacco, cocaine, methamphetamine, etc. use, centering harm-reduction principles and practices would likely engage more people than an abysmal 1 out of 10 people who could use but do not receive SUD (Substance Use Disorder) treatment,” Feldman explains. “Requiring immediate and total abstinence rather than seeking to address overall well-being and quality of life concerns is a barrier to engagement — and sadly, it is placing the focus more on symptom reduction than it is on what is causing the symptom of chaotic drug use in the first place.”

    Harm Reduction for All Drugs Means Fewer Deaths

    Our focus on the opioid crisis has helped improve harm reduction resources — like the increased availability of naloxone to reverse overdoses, and the more accepted use of pharmacotherapy and medication-assisted treatment (which has now been endorsed as a primary treatment by the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration), and some safe injection sites — but it has also meant we aren’t concentrating as much on research, funding, and education devoted to harm reduction practices for other harmful drugs. The result is that we have fewer resources and less awareness when it comes to keeping people who use non-opioid drugs safe.

    We need to look at reducing harm across the spectrum of drug use to reduce all deaths. More safe usage sites, clean tools, safe disposal bins, medical assistance, education, referral to other support services, and access to pharmacotherapy (including drugs to treat or mitigate harms of alcohol use disorder and the development of new medications for help with other substances). Specialized treatment other than abstinence should be accessible for people who use all drugs — not just opioids. 

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  • Can Low-Dose Naltrexone Work For Pain Relief?

    Can Low-Dose Naltrexone Work For Pain Relief?

    Some chronic pain patients say that naltrexone has offered them much-needed relief.

    Naltrexone has changed Lori Pinkley’s life. But unlike most people who have benefited from the drug, she’s not using it to treat alcohol or opioid use disorder. Pinkley uses naltrexone to treat chronic pain. 

    “I can go from having days that I really don’t want to get out of bed because I hurt so bad, to within a half-hour of taking it, I’m up and running, moving around, on the computer, able to do stuff,” Pinkley told NPR

    Jumpstarting Endorphins

    Pinkley’s physician, Dr. Andrea Nicol, is a pain specialist at the University of Kansas. She started prescribing naltrexone to Pinkley about a year ago. For people living with substance use disorder, she said, 50 milligrams of naltrexone blocks the brain’s opioid receptors.

    However, Nicol said that in her pain patients, a much lower dose of about 4.5 milligrams helps their malfunctioning nervous systems reset and work optimally, and jumpstart the production of endorphins, which contribute to natural pain relief. 

    “What it’s felt to do is not shut down the system, but restore some balance to the opioid system,” she said. 

    There have not been any wide-scale studies of low-dose naltrexone, which is sold under the brand names Revia and Vivitrol to treat addiction. However, a review recently published in the journal Medical Sciences found that naltrexone has entirely different effects at low doses. 

    Different Dynamics In Low Doses

    “In substantially lower than standard doses, they exert different pharmacodynamics,” the review authors wrote of naltrexone and a related drug, naloxone. This makes them potentially useful in treating pain, and keeping patients off high-dose opioids, said Dr. Bruce Vrooman, the study author. He added that patients on low-dose naltrexone report fewer side effects than patients on opioids. 

    “Those patients may report that this is indeed a game changer. It may truly help them with their activities, help them feel better,” he said. 

    Doctors Are Unaware Of Its Off-Label Use

    However, naltrexone faces barriers to becoming a widely-used pain reliever. First, many doctors don’t know that it can be prescribed for pain relief, or may not be comfortable prescribing it “off label.” In addition, pharmacies don’t sell such small doses, so people using low-dose naltrexone need to use compounding pharmacies, and insurance often won’t cover the medicine. 

    Finally, there is little interest from companies in producing naltrexone products. Since it’s already available as a generic, there’s less profit to be derived from it. 

    “Bringing a new drug to market requires getting FDA approval and that requires doing clinical trials,” said Patricia Danzon, a professor of health care management at the Wharton School at the University of Pennsylvania. “That’s a significant investment, and companies—unsurprisingly—are not willing to do that unless they can get a patent and be the sole supplier of that drug for at least some period of time.”

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  • Should Narcan Training Be The New CPR?

    Should Narcan Training Be The New CPR?

    “Who should carry Narcan? The same people who should carry an EpiPen: anyone who’s around someone who might need it. And, in today’s opioid crisis, that’s nearly everyone.”

    Each year, 12 million Americans are trained to deliver lifesaving CPR. Vastly fewer are trained to use the opioid overdose reversing drug, Narcan. 

    Dr. Mark Calarco, national medical director for clinical diagnostics of American Addiction Centers, says that we need to make Narcan training the new CPR, getting more people to carry the lifesaving drug and administer it in emergencies. 

    “With tens of thousands of American lives lost each year to drug overdose, it’s critical that we begin training Americans to administer Narcan (naloxone), just as we did with CPR, to help save the lives of our neighbors, family members and friends,” Calarco writes for MedCity News.

    Surgeon General Wants All Americans To Carry Narcan

    In April, Surgeon General Jerome Adams called on all Americans to carry Narcan and learn how to use it. 

    “We should think of naloxone like an EpiPen or CPR. Unfortunately, over half of the overdoses that are occurring are occurring in homes, so we want everyone to be armed to respond,” Adams told NPR at the time

    Stigma Persists

    And yet, stigma against mental illness and addiction has kept this from happening, Calarco writes. 

    “While there’s some controversy over making Narcan so readily and widely available, the reluctance is based mostly on the stigma associated with addiction and mental health issues, and an overall lack of understanding about how addiction impacts an individual and the community. The truth is, addiction and overdose can affect anyone. It doesn’t discriminate based on income, gender, ethnicity, or background,” he writes.

    While Calarco says he would “encourage everyone to take a CPR course,” he noted that CPR is physically taxing and difficult to learn, and 45% of people who need it will die from their condition anyway. 

    “In contrast, administering naloxone (Narcan) is relatively easy for non-medical personnel, and giving it quickly after an opioid overdose rapidly reverses respiratory depression—the primary cause of death. It is extremely safe, effective, and works in seconds,” Calarco writes. 

    Forty-nine states allow anyone to carry and administer Narcan. In most areas, getting trained is as simple as going to your pharmacy, asking for a kit (which is usually covered by insurance) and listening to the pharmacist for a few minutes. This is a step everyone should take, Calarco writes.

    Saving Lives

    “Who exactly should carry Narcan? The same people who should carry an EpiPen: anyone who’s around someone who might need it. And, in today’s opioid crisis, that’s nearly everyone.”

    Taking this small step could be lifesaving, he writes. 

    “Carry it with you at all times and hope you never have to use it,” Calarco writes. “But know that you could be the difference between life and death for someone if you do.”

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  • Demi Moore In New Memoir: Ashton Kutcher Mocked Me For Drinking

    Demi Moore In New Memoir: Ashton Kutcher Mocked Me For Drinking

    The prolific actress says she relapsed after Kutcher questioned whether alcoholism was a real thing during their marriage. 

    Demi Moore is making headlines after the release of her new autobiography, Inside Out, where she drops major bombshells about her childhood, her relationships, and living with alcoholism. 

    In the book, Moore describes an exchange with ex-husband, actor and entrepreneur Ashton Kutcher, that made her question her sobriety and led her to relapse.

    Relapsing During Their Marriage

    “Ashton was enjoying a glass of good red wine when he said, ‘I don’t know if alcoholism is a real thing—I think it’s all about moderation. I wanted to be that girl. The girl who could have a glass of wine at dinner, or do a tequila shot at a party. In my mind, Ashton wanted that, too. So I tried to become that: a fun, normal girl.”

    Moore, who was almost 20 years sober at the time, says she didn’t stop to consider that Ashton was just a young man who didn’t understand alcoholism at all. She used his uninformed thinking to justify her own return to drinking. 

    According to People, Moore revealed that the That ’70s Show star encouraged her to embrace her wild side during their marriage but when she went too far with her drinking, he would humble her with photos.

    “Ashton had encouraged me to go in this direction. When I went too far, though, he let me know how he felt by showing a picture he’d taken of me resting my head on the toilet the night before. It seemed like a good-natured joke at the time. But it was really just shaming,” Moore writes.

    Childhood Trauma

    Moore also details various life-altering incidents from her childhood in Inside Out

    TW: Sexual Assault

    In one of the book’s biggest revelations, Moore details how when she was 15, a middle-aged man began hanging out with her then-single mother, Virginia. One day, the man let himself into their house and sexually assaulted the teen but that would not be the last time she saw him. Shortly after the assault, the man helped them move into a new place.

    During the move, the man asked Demi, “How does it feel to be whored by your mother for five hundred dollars?”

    Demi then gets candid about the possibility that her mother played a role in her sexual assault. 

    “Though [the man] may have given Ginny [Virginia Moore] money with no clear discussion of what he would get in return, it’s also entirely possible Ginny knew exactly what he wanted, and it’s possible she agreed he could have it,” she writes.

    Moore would go on to leave her mother’s house at 16 and head to Los Angeles where she would marry, have children and cultivate a career that would span decades. 

    Though Moore has experienced many ups and downs over her 56 years, she remains grateful for the life she is privileged to lead.

    “I’ve had extraordinary luck in this life: both bad and good. Putting it all down in writing makes me realize how crazy a lot of it has been, how improbable. But we all suffer, and we all triumph, and we all get to choose how to hold both,” she writes.

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  • Five Overdose Deaths In New York Possibly Caused By Tainted Cocaine

    Five Overdose Deaths In New York Possibly Caused By Tainted Cocaine

    Authorities have not yet announced what the cocaine was laced with, though some suspect fentanyl may be involved. 

    Five overdose deaths in one weekend spread across two neighboring areas of New York City have police suspecting that a tainted batch of drugs was involved. Three of the overdoses occurred in the Bronx with the other two happening just to the north in Yonkers.

    New York police have identified a batch of tainted cocaine they believe could be the reason for these deaths, according to NBC News.

    “Right now we suspect that there may be up to five deaths related to this batch of cocaine so we want the public to know to not ingest these illicit street drugs because the consequences may be fatal,” said Detective Sergeant Dean Politopoulos.

    Waiting For Toxicology Reports

    The Yonkers police are currently seeking to arrest those responsible for the tainted cocaine. They have not yet announced what the cocaine was laced with, though recent cases of multiple overdose deaths in short periods of time have often been the result of fentanyl contamination, the extremely potent synthetic opioid.

    According to local news, it will be a few weeks before the toxicology reports are released.

    Three Died in Pittsburgh In The Same Week

    The deaths in New York occurred on the same weekend as a rash of overdoses in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, that killed three people and sent four more to the hospital. All of them appeared to have attended the same party or event as they were all wearing the same orange paper wristbands when they suffered the overdoses.

    “The victims all took the narcotics at the same time and in the same location,” Pittsburgh police said in a statement. They believe the seven victims were at the same venue together and then traveled to an apartment where they took an illicit substance that also may have been tainted.

    A man from the apartment called 911 for help at 2 a.m. Sunday morning, and police believe that if the drug had been distributed at the venue rather than taken at the apartment, there would have been other reports of overdoses in the area.

    They are, however, concerned that there may still be a batch of contaminated drugs out in the community which might be distributed to future victims.

    “We remind the public not to use drugs,” they warned. “Simply put: You do not know what’s in that drug.”

    The Pittsburgh police have determined that fentanyl was the contaminant responsible for these overdoses. They have arrested a suspect, Peter Rene Sanchez Montalvo, and charged him with illegal distribution of a controlled substance. If found guilty, he faces 20 years to life in prison.

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  • Juul Suspends Advertising, CEO Steps Down

    Juul Suspends Advertising, CEO Steps Down

    Juul’s new CEO says the company is at a crossroads. 

    The vaping company Juul Labs will suspend all advertising in the United States, accept a ban on flavored e-cigarette products and make other major changes amid public outcry and health concerns about the use of electronic cigarettes, particularly among teens. 

    It’s Over For Flavored Vaping Products

    Juul released a statement on Wednesday (Sept. 25) saying that it will not fight a federal ban on flavored vaping products and that it will stop advertising its products immediately. In addition, CEO Kevin Burns is stepping down and will be replaced by KC Crosthwaite, former chief growth officer at Altria Group Inc.

    Altria, which owns Philip Morris USA, is one of the biggest tobacco companies in the nation. Altria has a 35% stake in Juul, which it bought for $12.8 billion last December. 

    In his first statement as CEO, Crosthwaite said that Juul is at a crossroads. 

    “I have long believed in a future where adult smokers overwhelmingly choose alternative products like JUUL. That has been this company’s mission since it was founded, and it has taken great strides in that direction,” he said. “Unfortunately, today that future is at risk due to unacceptable levels of youth usage and eroding public confidence in our industry. Against that backdrop, we must strive to work with regulators, policymakers and other stakeholders, and earn the trust of the societies in which we operate. That includes inviting an open dialogue, listening to others and being responsive to their concerns.”

    No More Ads

    Effective immediately, the company will be “suspending all broadcast, print and digital product advertising in the U.S.” and “Refraining from lobbying the Administration on its draft guidance and committing to fully support and comply with the final policy when effective” the statement said.

    In the statement, the company said that it has already taken steps to combat underage use of its products. 

    “JUUL Labs has strongly advocated for Tobacco 21 (T21) laws, stopped the sale of non-tobacco and non-menthol-based flavored JUULpods to all of its traditional retail store partners, enhanced its online age verification, discontinued its U.S.-based Facebook and Instagram accounts and works to remove inappropriate social media content generated by others on those platforms,” the statement said. “The company also intensified efforts to combat illegal and potentially dangerous counterfeit and compatible products. Most recently, JUUL Labs started deploying technology at retail stores that automatically restricts the sale of JUUL products until a government-issued ID is electronically scanned to verify age and ID validity, exceeding the standards in place for other tobacco products and alcohol.”

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  • John Goodman On Depression, Addiction

    John Goodman On Depression, Addiction

    The prolific actor, who’s been sober for 12 years, has been candid about his past struggles with alcoholism and depression.

    John Goodman of Roseanne and now The Conners has struggled with depression since gaining widespread fame in the late 1980s, according to a report by Amo Mama. He also battled alcohol addiction for decades, avoiding treatment until the problem got out of control and his wife got him into treatment in 2007.

    Heavy Drinking Affected His Job

    He spoke on this in a 2018 interview with Willie Geist of Today, revealing that he missed a rehearsal because he was still drunk from a weekend out with friends.

    “I was shaking, I was still drinking, but I was still shaking,” he said. “I had the clarity of thought that I needed to be hospitalized.”

    Now 12 years sober, Goodman is starring in the second season of The Conners, which premiered on Tuesday.

    Goodman’s mental health and substance use issues began after the success of Roseanne launched him into tabloid-worthy status.

    Dealing With Fame

    The actor had a difficult time adjusting to the new level of fame and scrutiny, calling it “very unnatural.” He had such a distaste for it that after the show ended, he moved his family from Los Angeles to New Orleans in an effort to escape from the unwanted attention.

    “I’d had it with show business, publicity, tabloid stuff – I’d just had it,” he told The Guardian in 2015. “I kind of wanted to get her, my daughter, away from that.”

    Unfortunately, by that time, Goodman was already in the grips of alcohol addiction. Though he never suffered an overdose, he admitted that “there’s many times I could have gone under” in terms of some type of “misadventure.”

    Now, however, Goodman says he only drinks in his dreams.

    Roseanne’s Cancellation 

    Though he’s doing well with his sobriety, Goodman still struggles with depression from time to time. He revealed in 2018 that he went through a depressed period that lasted about a month after the Roseanne reboot was canceled following racist comments from the show’s namesake, Roseanne Barr, about former senior advisor to Barack Obama, Valerie Jarrett.

    “I was brokenhearted, but I thought, ‘OK, it’s just show business, I’m going to let it go,’” said Goodman. “But I went through a period, about a month, where I was very depressed. I’m a depressive anyway, so any excuse that I can get to lower myself, I will. But that had a great deal to do with it, more than I wanted to admit.”

    The reboot was quickly re-crafted into a spinoff, The Conners, in which Roseanne dies suddenly of an opioid overdose following a hidden addiction and the family has to move forward without her — something many Americans could identify with at the peak of the opioid crisis.

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  • 8 Super Relatable Songs About Addiction and Recovery from the Last 5 Years

    8 Super Relatable Songs About Addiction and Recovery from the Last 5 Years

    Drug-fueled parties, overdoses, stories of survival and despair. These songs deal with all that and more.

    There are so many songs celebrating the party lifestyle “and we dancing to a song about a face gone numb” (Macklemore – “Drug Dealer” feat. Ariana DeBoo). What about songs that explore recovery from addiction? There are more than you might realize. 

    How long will it take to dispel the stigma around substance use disorders and other mental illnesses? Songs that talk openly about these issues are helping to bring awareness to the public consciousness. In just the last decade, there have been so many incredible songs written about addiction. Here are just a handful of the best songs about addiction and recovery from the last five years:

    1. Shawn Mendes – In My Blood

    Shawn Mendes wrote the 2018 song “In My Blood” as a way to open up about his struggles with anxiety. The lyrics ring true for anyone who knows the excruciating pain of trying to cope with mental illness, including addiction. The song is empowering with the lyrics “sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can’t, it isn’t in my blood.” Survivors can relate to the drive to not give up on yourself, even when it’s something you can’t explain, that it just isn’t in your blood to give up.

    I’m overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
    I could take to ease my mind slowly
    Just have a drink and you’ll feel better
    Just take her home and you’ll feel better
    Keep telling me that it gets better
    Does it ever?

     

    2. Mike Posner – I Took a Pill in Ibiza

    You might know this 2015 song in its hyped up, remixed version. The SeeB remix of this song was played in clubs non-stop and streamed over a billion times on Spotify, and its music video seen over a billion times on YouTube. The original is actually a stripped-down tune about regretful drug use, excessive partying, depression, and loneliness. The backstory of a song doesn’t dictate how it’s consumed by listeners, but this tune was basically borne from a bad trip and written as a way to process “dark and heavy emotion.”

    The song is also poignant for its mention of Avicii, who was open about his own experiences with depression, addiction, and recovery, and who died by suicide last year.

    But you don’t wanna be high like me
    Never really knowing why like me
    You don’t ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone

     

    3. Calvin Harris, Rag’n’Bone Man – Giant

    Scottish DJ Calvin Harris collaborated with Rag’n’Bone Man to create the stirring 2019 song “Giant.” Giant starts off with a common thread in addiction, loneliness, and trying to fill that void with something (in this case, pills). The song itself goes on to feel empowering and hopeful. Rag’n’Bone Man sounds like he’s singing about recovery: “You taught me something, yeah, freedom is ours, it was you who taught me living is.”

    I understood loneliness
    Before I knew what it was
    I saw the pills on the table

     

    4. Demi Lovato – Sober 

    The entirety of Demi Lovato’s single “Sober” is a real-life relapse confession. She wrote this song about her 2018 relapse after six years of sobriety. Part of the message is similar to Macklemore’s “Starting Over” as she sings about letting down her fans and the challenge of being public about sobriety. Loneliness is a central tenet of addiction for many, and this song touches on that with lyrics like “it’s only when I’m lonely…just hold me, I’m lonely.”

    Momma, I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore
    And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
    To the ones who never left me
    We’ve been down this road before
    I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore

     

    5. Ed Sheeran – Save Myself

    Ed Sheeran’s 2017 “Save Myself” is about finally learning to put yourself first. Like a person who became addicted to cope with codependency, the song talks about the problems inherent in giving your everything to save another person. If we don’t take care of ourselves, we can’t ever help anyone else.

    Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
    I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
    And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
    No farewell
    So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself

    And before I blame someone else, I’ve got to save myself
    And before I love someone else, I’ve got to love myself
     

    6. J. Cole – Once an Addict

    Cole’s 2018 album KOD tackles topics like mental health, addictions, trauma, and mental illness stigma in the black community. The song “Once an Addict” explores being an addict who is the child of an addict. Those of us who have experience with a caregiver’s alcoholism can directly relate to the pain of watching someone you love kill themselves slowly; then to numb that pain, becoming addicts themselves.

    Something’s got a hold on me
    I can’t let it go
    Right
    Life can bring much pain
    There are many ways to deal with this pain (right)
    Choose wisely
     

    7. Belly – What Does It Mean?

    Palestinian-Canadian rapper Belly put together the powerful 2018 album “Immigrant.” The album includes a song titled “What Does It Mean?” This track doesn’t hold back in its honest depiction of addiction at a young age. It holds hope by talking about still being alive after having an overdose at only 16 years old.

    On God that’s the moment that they all fear (all fear)
    Look, I was only fourteen (fourteen)
    X addiction got me feeling like a whole fiend
    Sixteen, first time that I OD’d
    And I’m still here
     

    8. NF – How Could You Leave Us

    Nathan Feuerstein, better known as NF, is a rapper who often pens songs about childhood trauma and mental illness. NF’s 2016 song “How Could You Leave Us” is a heartbreaking song about losing his mother to an addiction to pills. He says in the song that he doesn’t know what it’s like to have that addiction, but he does “know what it’s like to be a witness, it kills.”

    I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
    All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
    They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow
    Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
     


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